I didn't get any cleaning done. I really had no energy. But why, why do I have more energy at night than I do during the day? Does my body know that this baby is coming and is going to be a nocturnal one?? Oh sweet baby Jesus...
Wednesday I'm going back to the OB to check if there's been any progress. I highly doubt it...Friday's the due date and she's already talking about inducing me on the 23rd. Ayyy. I am done being pregnant. I can't even be in bed for too long or else my lower back starts to hurt and I walk all hunched over like a little old lady. The baby has definitely dropped and is getting lower and lower every day. This means he's getting heavier to carry.
Good thing happened this weekend...I did ALL of my laundry. All of it. The only dirty laundry is what we wore yesterday. Boy does it feel awesome not to have two full baskets of laundry. I hate laundry mats and they're so expensive that I just do the bare essentials when we go. But my sister in law (bless her heart) finished her laundry on Saturday and told me I could do all of mine on Sunday. She's awesome. She's been cooking a little extra also and sending it home to me so I don't have to worry about feeding my husband (who badly wants a home cooked meal and not raman noodles and a sandwich...which is all I have the energy for). Oh, want a look at my belly?
Yup that's big ol' me. Why don't we look back at how I've progressed since starting to show at 19 weeks:
Yup. Oh man. I am done being pregnant. I'd like this baby to be on the outside. Everyone keeps telling me ohh you'll wish he was back inside you not screaming his head off. I'm welcoming those screams people. I am one miserable fat pregnant girl. I want my body back. I want to put on normal clothes again. I want to take hot showers without being afraid of passing out. Bleh. Ok, I don't mean to complain so much. I am very VERY lucky to be able to conceive and have this baby when there are tons of couples out there trying and are unable. I have friends like that. But me, I'm done. Just. Done.






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